[ thomas just laughs, but he doesn't have a rebuttal to that. Because billy is right, he certainly didn't mean to say that. His hole tightens around billy's intruding finger, and once he's in to the knuckle, thomas takes a sharp intake of breath. ]
( that's what he wants it to be. he doesn't stop, keeping his finger slow and steady even if he wants to immediately add another finger and see just how much thomas can take.
but he knows he needs to ease into this and they have time. he can have patience. )
[ thomas's fingers clench against his bedsheets, as he focuses on the sensation, and on relaxing into it. This part has never been the most enjoyable, but he's finding that with the care and time being taken, it's actually quite nice. And for all that he has a service professional's patience, he's finding that running thing, for wanting more. ]
( billy's nodding before thomas even finishes the request. he could be a tease, make him ask but he has no desire to do that right now.
so, as asked, he presses a second finger inside of him, stretching him just a little more, just a little further. he licks his lips and blows out a breath. )
[ thomas's breath catches again at the intrusion of the second finger, but still with no sound to it. He drags his bottom lip between his teeth, rocking slightly against billy's fingers. ]
( he checks to make sure there's no discomfort in thomas' tone before he nods and starts easing those fingers out so he can press them back in a little harder and deeper than the first time. )
Just relax.
( not that he isn't but just to keep talking to him. )
[ thomas nods, even though he is relaxing; taking orders comes too naturally to him. As billy presses his two fingers in harder and deeper, a quick and quiet, closed-mouthed grunt sounds from thomas's throat. He moves with those fingers, enjoying the sensation. ]
( it's just his fingers for the moment but it still feels amazing to billy and he swallows, curling those fingers inside of thomas before he pulls back and thrusts them in a little harder. )
[ Billy is taking more time with him than anyone has before, and thomas can feel the difference. The pain that he braced for is barely there at all, and the curl of billy's finger sends a tingle up his spine. That, combined with the harder thrust, causes his eyelids to flutter, causes his jaw to drop open, his voice to catch on his stuttered breathe. Look at that, he's starting to make sounds, even if quietly. ]
( whether that more be a third finger or billy's cock is up to thomas but he's not going to take another step until thomas says something. he's content to wind him up gradually, watch his his body shift and tremble while he thrusts those fingers into him. )
( billy leans down once more and presses a kiss to thomas' back before he pulls off and eases his fingers out of the other man. he reaches for the lube once again, pouring it into his hand and stroking his cock with it.
he gives thomas a moment before he slips closer, pressing his cock against thomas and letting him know what's going to come next. )
[ It's a very small sound of disappointment that sounds from thomas's throat, when those fingers are gone. But he's no blushing bride, he knows exactly what comes next, and he shifts his knees apart just a bit further, for better balance. At the feeling of billy's cock against him, his own twitches between his legs in anticipation.
If Billy wants him to speak, then he'll do just that. ]
( and he does. he hasn't given thomas exactly what he wants just yet but he's going to. he reaches to put his hands on thomas' hips and then presses forward, letting his cock slide into thomas slowly. there's some initial resistance but after that, he slides in easily and billy moans at the fit, at the heat.
his fingers dig into thomas' hips and he moves until his hips are pressed flush against thomas' ass. )
[ Sometimes, when you've not had a huge amount of experience with actual sodomy, when the majority of your sexual experiences have been quick and dirty hand and mouth experiences, or the odd cock squeezed between your thighs, you wonder--am I actually an invert, really? But then it happens, and you remember exactly how good it feels to be stretched out and full, and there's really no denying it then, is there? His breath catches again, once the initial resistance gives way, his neck arching back once he's really, truly full. He breathes out, slowly, regulatory, trying to relax. Normally he would keep his opinion to himself, but he's already gotten the impression of what Billy likes, so he says what he thinks. ]
( billy shivers a bit, licking his lips but he keeps himself still, not wanting to hurt thomas. he can be patient, he can wait and that's what he does, stilling and rubbing circles against thomas' hips. )
( well, there's really no way to resist that, is there? chuckling, billy grabs at thomas' hips and rears back so he can thrust forward again, not too hard, not too fast but definitely not treating thomas like he's made of glass. )
[ The thrust pulls a quiet gasp out of his throat on impact, rocking his body with it; the natural seaman's instinct to move with the motion, but not give away his footing. ]
( such a good word, isn't it? please. he holds his breath, resisting the urge to give into thomas' demands for at least a moment.
but he can't wait that long and then he eases back and thrusts forward, harder than before, grunting as he does. he doesn't wait this time, repeating the motion because there was no way he was going to stop now. )
[ Being fucked is a revelation, is what it is. Being fucked by someone whom he actually feels warmly for, and not a relative stranger, is even more so. His fingers grip the sheet, and he rocks with every thrust without losing balance. He can't let go of being quiet so easily, but each thrust ekes a low volume, stuttered groan from his throat, which seem louder to his ears for their having privacy. ]
( billy would encourage him to be louder, be as loud as he can but he doesn't want to press thomas too far, too fast. this is plenty for him and he knows that thomas is enjoying this as much as billy.
he grips thomas' hips hard and uses the grip to pump into him harder and faster, moans stuttering out of him each time he buries himself inside of thomas. )
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Date: 2021-12-17 08:35 pm (UTC)That's good.
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Date: 2021-12-18 12:19 am (UTC)( that's what he wants it to be. he doesn't stop, keeping his finger slow and steady even if he wants to immediately add another finger and see just how much thomas can take.
but he knows he needs to ease into this and they have time. he can have patience. )
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Date: 2021-12-19 04:32 pm (UTC)Another, please.
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Date: 2021-12-20 02:10 pm (UTC)so, as asked, he presses a second finger inside of him, stretching him just a little more, just a little further. he licks his lips and blows out a breath. )
Good?
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Date: 2021-12-20 11:32 pm (UTC)Very.
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Date: 2021-12-21 02:07 pm (UTC)Just relax.
( not that he isn't but just to keep talking to him. )
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Date: 2021-12-21 10:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-12-22 01:57 pm (UTC)( it's just his fingers for the moment but it still feels amazing to billy and he swallows, curling those fingers inside of thomas before he pulls back and thrusts them in a little harder. )
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Date: 2021-12-23 12:04 am (UTC)Billy.
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Date: 2021-12-23 12:51 pm (UTC)( whether that more be a third finger or billy's cock is up to thomas but he's not going to take another step until thomas says something. he's content to wind him up gradually, watch his his body shift and tremble while he thrusts those fingers into him. )
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Date: 2021-12-23 11:47 pm (UTC)[ He pushes back against billy's hand with every thrust of those fingers, eagerly wanting more. ]
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Date: 2021-12-24 02:31 pm (UTC)he gives thomas a moment before he slips closer, pressing his cock against thomas and letting him know what's going to come next. )
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Date: 2021-12-25 03:10 pm (UTC)If Billy wants him to speak, then he'll do just that. ]
Billy, please, have me, do me this kindness.
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Date: 2021-12-25 04:58 pm (UTC)( and he does. he hasn't given thomas exactly what he wants just yet but he's going to. he reaches to put his hands on thomas' hips and then presses forward, letting his cock slide into thomas slowly. there's some initial resistance but after that, he slides in easily and billy moans at the fit, at the heat.
his fingers dig into thomas' hips and he moves until his hips are pressed flush against thomas' ass. )
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Date: 2021-12-26 06:14 pm (UTC)Christ, that feels good. Just--give me a moment.
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Date: 2021-12-27 01:15 pm (UTC)( billy shivers a bit, licking his lips but he keeps himself still, not wanting to hurt thomas. he can be patient, he can wait and that's what he does, stilling and rubbing circles against thomas' hips. )
Just tell me when.
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Date: 2022-01-01 02:15 am (UTC)Go on then, fuck me.
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Date: 2022-01-01 03:56 pm (UTC)you are more than welcome to ignore this if you so choose, it's very late
Date: 2022-02-05 11:36 pm (UTC)Please.
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Date: 2022-02-06 04:39 pm (UTC)but he can't wait that long and then he eases back and thrusts forward, harder than before, grunting as he does. he doesn't wait this time, repeating the motion because there was no way he was going to stop now. )
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Date: 2022-02-26 11:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-27 01:06 am (UTC)he grips thomas' hips hard and uses the grip to pump into him harder and faster, moans stuttering out of him each time he buries himself inside of thomas. )